I GAVE MY HEART AWAY
IT WONT COME BACK TO ME
NO MATTER HOW IT HURTS I STAY
IN LOVE I DID BELIEVE
I THOUGHT I HAD FOUND THE ONE
TO TAKE MY PAIN FROM ME
IT HAD ONLY JUST BEGUN
IN LOVE I DID BELIEVE
I THINK WE REALLY TRIED
I GAVE ALL OF ME
BUT HIS LOVE JUST DIED
IN LOVE I DID BELIEVE
NOW I JUST HOLD ON
TO WJAT USED TO BE
THOUGH IT IS NOW GONE
IN LOVE I DID BELIEVE
WE COULD DO ANYTHING
THIS I TRULY DID BELIEVE
NOW I REALIZE I CANT WIN
IN LOVE I WILL JUST LEAVE
We all know that I have done some dumb things in my life,men,men,men,liiiizzzz,painting my car no matter how cool it was.Well it seems that I have out done myself not only did I move my whole family to a town where they are now the highest in the country for unemployment but I did it with no money,a man who said he loved me but is crazy and doesnt even find me attractive and to join a family that helps me but so backward theyre really fucking me.figure this one out.Im so fucking stubborn that though I know the answer is to pack it in and go home I refuse to go self-destruction you may say?maybe but really my whole life there always came an end it always worked out by that point so everytime i think i may be getting to that point i hold on stubborn Irish I am .There really is nothing here and everything is in ny angrybob,my gaurdian angel,josh my best friend and all the other great people who are in my life and i miss kayla.but there is also poli,orlando,drama shitty jobs,people and my new found mnemesis joi who all are now welcome to make her life a living hell since that is my new job in life.her day is due mother of karma has spoken.now im just rambling just needed to vent i guess
gantor no feel good
THE FUNNY THING THAT I HAVE BEGUN TO REALIZE IS THAT IT REALLY IS ME .HERE IS THREE GUYS ALL DIFFRENT THEN EACHOTHER,POLI QUIET,SHY,AND NEEDY.JOE OVERLY INDEPENDENT,NOT SHY BUT NOT OUT TO MAKE FRIENDS AND KIND LIKE A BEATEN CHILD NO TRUST.JOHN THE OPPOSITE OF THESE PEOPLE,FUN,OUTGOING,ANXOUS TO MEET EVERYONE, INTERESTING AND FULL OF INDEPENDENT DETERMINATION.ONE YEAR WITH ME THEY ALL BECOME LIKE THE OTHER WITHDRAWN,LESS TOLERANT AND UNAMBITIOUS,SO WHERE DOES THE PROBLEM REALLY LIE IN THIER HANDS OR MY OWN.IM NOT SURE WHERE THEY START TO MORPH BUT I WILL PAY CLOSER ATTENTION THAT IS FOR SURE TO SEE WHERE THIS.THEN AGAIN WE ALL KNOW THAT I HATE TO TAKE THE BLAME FOR ANYTHING AND AS THE MOTHER OF KARMA,GOD OF WAR AND DEATH BRINGER FOR ANIMALS WHY SHOULD I APPARENTLY I JUST DATE THE SAME KIND OF MEN……..NO MATTER HOW DIFFERENT THEY MAY SEEM I WILL ALSO ADD THIS IS ALL ANGRY BOB’S FAULT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
AMPLE THREAT THAT IS ALL
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